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RIP Amy Winehouse: Eternal

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I remember the first time I heard Amy winehouse. I was on a college trip to London, sitting in the Hawley  Arms pub, downing pints of Guinness and popping coins into a juke box. When her music hit me I didn’t feel like myself. I was lost somewhere distant, doing a lazy sway to the type of sound that just seemed to pulse through my veins. “Who is this?” I remember shouting, “Who is this on the radio, she’s amazing.” A man leaned over to me and said her name is Amy Winehouse, she lives around here. I remember repeating her name, Amy Winehouse. Stuck on the tip of my tongue, there was a sweetness about it, mixed with an element of tragedy, that I wouldn’t come to understand until the media storm. I downloaded her album Frank and listened to it constantly, even when I returned to the states.  By the time “Rehab” hit the U.S Charts and she became a household name, I was already head over heels in love with the way that she moved me. She could take something as honest and simple as...

God's divine lottery

Human beings...were all such tidy fucking people. We make plans and put things and ideas into tidy little boxes marked OUR LIFE EXPECTATIONS, without ever asking God what his plans are. We prioritize and organize thinking were bettering ourselves and bring ourselves closer to perfection. What happens if God doesn't want that for us? I don't know where I'm going with this and I don't understand. Why do people die without growing up? Why do they not have the opportunity to make their own tidy little boxes and set out futures for themselves. Why are some of us lucky? Is this some sort of divine lottery? RIP Ewan, I will miss you and I love you and I don't understand. Maybe I'm not supposed to